1. I'm ultra competitive in everything I do. I hate, hate, hate losing and yes, I know it is a part of life. Winning is just so much more fun. I want to be the best at everything I do- although I rarely ever am.Which leads to #2.
2. I care way too much about what other people think about me. I want everyone to like me. I don't particularly like being the center of attention, but I constantly think about what people will think of this outfit, or that hairstyle. Very high school of me, but I can't seem to shake worrying about how others see me.
3. I'm pretty insecure and shy, especially when you first meet me. I constantly got mistaken for being snobby in high school when I was really just shy. I suppose this lack of confidence makes sense given #2.
4. I compare myself and my life to others. I hate it, it's frustrating and it drives me crazy, but it must be the competitiveness and lack of confidence combo in me.
5. I get jealous when I see other people doing fun things or having great experiences and I feel like I'm missing out or being left behind.
6. I love listening to country music in the car with the windows down and my hair blowing on warm spring days. I love listening to pop music like 99.5 when I'm working out. I love soft rock and 80s music in the evenings with a delicious glass of red wine. I love rap music when dancing at bars. I love literally every kind of music.
7. I think I have the world's best family and friends ever to love me despite all my neuroses. In fact, I know it. Bam.
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